Today has been a bad day. I've been pretty happy so far this year and found much happiness during 2012. I learnt/taught myself how to control my emotions and not let things get me down, to enjoy life and be positive.
So today has been a big struggle. I've been worrying about my finances, as I've had next to no money for over 2 weeks and have now resorted to borrowing money off my dad to run my car. There's other things playing havoc on my mind and then tonight I found out something which has really concerned and upset me.
I'm trying my best not to cry, or worry too much but I'm struggling.
I really need something to cheer me up! Trying to be positive, I'm thinking of Download Festival and the new additions to what was already, and now is even more of an amazing line-up! It's going to be hard to maintain the excitement, with the health worry and tests that I am due to have one month later (scheduled on my birthday, of all days!), but I'll try my best.
But, here's the line-up...it makes me happy just looking at all the amazing acts that are confirmed already!
Obviously, my main excitement is for Slipknot. I love that band and their set in 2009 was one of the best I have ever experienced.
I did plan to do a 'proper' blog post tonight but due to my current situation, I am going to leave it for tonight.
I'll resume my usual blogging very soon.
I have lots of rambling, product raves, new things to blog about and some reviews to do!
For now, I might just go listen to Kids in Glass Houses 'Sunshine' and sing it to myself 'Stop wishing for the sunshine, start living in the rain', or maybe I'll feel better if I go have a big cry...